I have wanted to write about this pandemic for some time now. But I can't find the words. They elude me and I can't put together my thoughts and feelings. From day to day, I vacillate between fear and hope and a gamut of feelings in between. My focus has been on my job as a nurse, making sure my kids are emotionally nurtured, and protecting those I love by doing what I can to make it possible for them to stay home and out of danger. I'm too scared to focus on more than that. But this morning, my daughter Grace shared this journal entry she had written for a social studies project she's working on. And once again, I found myself at a loss for words. She succinctly captured this crazy, turned upside down time with a simplicity and clarity that cut through the extraneous and hit right at the heart of it all. An authentic uncensored mix of grief, anger, frustration, compassion and hope from the heart of a 14 year old girl. I'll let her words speak to you -